Monday, April 09, 2007
7.10pm...
juz came back from poly 1st day orientation... realli feel so depressed...feel so 失败...i nv tok to anyone... i dunno y...i just 开不了口...i dun ve the courage to say "hi" to them...
a totally different scenario from wad i had in jc trial...maybe becos there's ppl like sing hun who 主动toking to everyone...n jaslyn who previously from my IG... maybe tat's made mi feel much better...
however, totally different case here... everyone tells mi to make new friendds there...but does anyone 了解我的苦衷... i'm those super 慢热型... i realli dunno how to interact or start a conversation with strangers...
most importantly... those girls in my class dress up like supermodels...really make mi feel out of place....
mi mum 又在借题发挥... keep saying tat should ve gone to jc...n how gd is jc n stuff...
flag day this thursday... being assign to choa chu kang...darm far can?...dun intend to go there...maybe just station @hougang mall n hougang mrt...
i realli dun wan to prove myself tat choosing poly is a wrong decision...but now i realli can't help feeling tat way... maybe things will turn out better tml? i really dunno...this's getting mi crazy...can't eat can't sleep...wad m i gonna do!!!!
ok...wad should i say...talks after talks later...abt the sch...flag day...saw the webby...found out it's for the President's Challenge 2007... den gonna meet my tutor...
当死亡即将降临，我是否应该勇敢面对，或者像懦夫一样地退缩。。。
having this stupid bad habit really makes mi suffer... every time i start to worry abt some problems tat's not solve...i'll ve sleepless nites...sometimes no appetite...
how i can i kick it off?
- as time passes ; 8:41 AM
