Sunday, April 29, 2007
this is my 100th post....haha...feeling quite lost this morning...no tv programmes...so juz do some microbiology revision since test is nxt week...sianz...
not that i'm kiasu but with no biology foundation, i think i'll ve to work double hard for it...
maybe because everyone is fighting a place in university...so they had to be selfish... keep the knowledge to themselves so they'll win.... if everyone is getting that ruthless...i gonna be one too...
- as time passes ; 8:33 AM
Saturday, April 28, 2007
yes!!! it's finally saturday...my mood gets better during weekends....haha...lots of tv programmes to watch....spend my whole morning revision....doing differentiation... obviously i've forgotten everything....sadded...
the cca hasn't contacted mi... maybe they really dun wan mi....haha...wadever...at most i join nxt yr loh...sianz
i'm starting to hate microbiology n report writing & presentation(RWP)...these 2 modules... microbiology is nothing but mermorising...which i always hates to do...死背...RWP is simply in short....english lesson....the teacher is super boring ( by her face u'll noe )...sian si...
心跳没有规律地跳动，脚步没有节奏地舞动，仿佛被冰冻，需要人来帮我。。。
- as time passes ; 11:47 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
sadded....how suai can i be?....today 74 bus took longer den usual to reach sch...y?...traffic light @ marymount n bishan st 21(if i'm not wrong) spoil... so the traffic there is like berserk...cars are all stuck @ the cross junction... my bus was stuck inside for abt 10-15min...sadded...i'm late for 5min...
tml is CPPB practical...the very lo suo lecturer was nagging away...sian...ended @ 11pm...took mrt and went back to sjc...reach compass pt...den took 119...the 119 bus was exactly the same one i used to take to sch in the morning...miss the route i used to take to sec sch...haiz...
reach sch...collect my cert...saw ong suat dere...haha...wave to her den bye bye liao ( she was on the phone)....i think the whole sch was in the hall watching some stage performance...sianz...
我一直以为新的环境，我的观念会有所改观，但我错了。
人类对处事的态度始终没变，我想一辈子也不会变。。。
- as time passes ; 5:30 PM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
i was late for sch today...stupid 74 bus... single deck...crowded like siao...but so qiao met jingyi on the bus...i reach sch like abt 9.05am...chiong like mad to the classroom...luckily the teacher nv say anything...but later got one guy even later den mi...reach abt 9.20am...den the teacher questioned him..haha...
microbiology sux....totally cannot understand the super chim terms...sian...so i not gonna take food tech nxt yr...(btw saw news abt the chem process tech ppl invented some food...haha..so proud of my course...)
tml darm shiok....lesson 8-11am onli...decide to go back sjc to take my cert....
巴士窗外望出，雨水打在窗户，我看着风景旅途，心里一阵孤独。
- as time passes ; 5:21 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
it's onli Tuesday...can't help wishing this week would pass faster...tired... had microsoft excel lesson...stupid lecturer really rushing to board the plane....chiong so fast... worst i 4gt to bring my lecture notes...so quite ma fan.... sadded...
today had so much things to bring... the CEM book weigh like tons.... plus my 3kg laptop.... imagine... today mostly is math lessons...flooded with math stuff now...dunno y the teacher likes to "aim" mi.... keep asking to ans qns...but im not those who like to speak up in class de...suai loh...small class...怎么样 oso kena call....
today abit malu... i've been taking 74 bus these few weeks...but nw den i realise there is a bus stop further down the dover mrt station...much nearer to my sch... ok loh i admit i stupid...have been walking so far to reach the sch ....
zhang shao han coming to my sch!!!...haha on 7th May...6pm...but Tank is @ republic poly @ the same day...气死了...i want see tank more den zhang shao han....is swoop jiu hao le...
- as time passes ; 7:12 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
sadded...i can't help feeling sad... sch gonna start tml... here's my qns again...y do weekends end so fast...and weekdays seem so long... due to the stupid microbiology module...gt to study o'level biology...borrow the bk from jingyi...but i seem to feel tat i shld ve take biology rather den physic when i in sec3 .... it seems so much interesting and feel tat all needed is to memorise everything and just vomit them out during exam...wad is more difficult is the super "chim" terms... quite hard to remb...
世界上最遥远的距离，是我在你面前，而你不知道我爱你。。。
那天在巴士上，我从车窗望出，看见一个熟悉的背影，一个好久不见的影子。。。我们各自往返方向走。。。我回头望，希望从人群中找出你。。。虽然始终找不出你，但我强烈的直觉告诉我，你就在里头。。。那人群里头。。。
那么大的地方，我与你在同一个时间，同一个地点，擦间而过。。。但却不让我们相遇。。。我们到底有没有缘分？我们可能一辈子也不会再遇见，
不会再遇见，不会再遇见。。。
~adapted from random website...
- as time passes ; 5:40 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
k...today cos onli gt practical briefing...so ended early... happen to saw anna during my break @ the library... haha...so 巧.... din no she's oso frm SP...studying DMR....ask her to wait 4 mi after lesson end up pan seh mi.... haha...meet her @ dhoby ghaut station....haha...
tml gonna bring laptop to sch to install some math software...sadded...
gt my ez-link card today...the pic was from my student admission card...so ugly sia...haha...
- as time passes ; 5:21 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
yoyoyo!!!.long time nv online le... quite tired these few days...cos lessons mostly end @ 4 or 5pm... latest jiu today onli...2.30pm....sadded...
decided to join aikido...partly due to interest... mostly due to i want to "kill" ppl...and abit becos i wan to lose weight haha....
ok...things are really getting better...hate studying microbiology...abit regret nv study biology during sec haha..now i totally dun understand wad the teacher say...sadded...den CEM strating to feel its difficulty.... alot of detail to take note...but ppl like mi so careless de...quite hard leh... my CEM class onli has 12 ppl...wad so bad abt small classes?...everyone ll kena called by the teacher...i was trying to bury my face in the paper...but still kena "caught"...keep asking qns juz because i dun like to "act smart" respond to her...
den made a no. of friends...frm malaysia...cambodia...haha....too bad no ang mo...jkjk....
there's a lesson on microsoft excel....the lecturer look n speak funny... his lesson is like 赶飞机...so fast loh....catch no ball sia...but i consider quite fast...lesson end the lecturer came to mi and tell mi to sit with another girl nxt lesson so i can teach the girl....probably the girl cannot catch up with him...haha
sadded....can't wait till friday... i love weekends....
- as time passes ; 5:37 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
ok... why do weekends always pass so fast??
as said in the previous entry...found out some prob in timetable...but i sign in tat afternoon...the whole timetable was changed...so ok liao....but as i wrote in an email tat morning to sch...so the ppl called mi ytd midnight...haha...a bit paiseh... told them i saw the error was in the morning den the prob was solve tat afternoon...
ok...now...another big prob sia...
wad cca should i choose... had 2 cca in mind...aikido and bowling...wanted to go to the cca drive wif gaya...but she is 4ever unreachable...no handphone!!!....
saw this module in my course "IDEA"...sth to do with projects definitely...so u noe wad it means?... group work!!!... sadded....
sometimes, i really feel tat... nobody understands mi... now i onli can rely on my blog... it is the onli place where i can reveal my feelings to... never understand wad so great abt blogs...but i finally realise...
- as time passes ; 8:47 AM
Friday, April 13, 2007
ytd...went for flag day...@ hougang mrt and hougang mall entrance... went there b4 8am... so started quite early...later a guy told mi there were abt 20-30 ppl gathered @ hougang mrt waiting to sell flag... i felt abit paiseh...cos i'm not assign to here...sort of snatching their place...
anyway...i saw ppl standing nearby so i decided to move nearer to the hougang mall entrance so as to not "snatch their business"...later the stupid security guards...came to chase mi away... the thing is i'm not even standing near the door...at least 10-20plus steps away... wad the hell!!!
some interesting storys... a guy went up to approach an old lady to ask her to donate...den the old lady dug out her $$ and instead of putting into the guy's tin...she went up to mi and put into mine....haha...i think the guy is super angry lah...
one very nice lady... although she has donated... she donated to mi again... she say is to support girls haha...
one nice sir, when i approach him he said he has no coins...and will come back to me again... just as i tot he just 敷衍 mi... but in the end he really did came back!!! he say to me...我答应你的...haha...
haha...but due to too many "competitors"...i decided to 收工@ 9.30am... i worked abt 1 and a half hr plus...but my tin considered quite heavy le haha...so went home to slack...
so abt 12.30pm..i started travelling to sch...reached abt 1.45pm...so waited outside the door for my lecturer...he was late...den later he asked us to open the tin and count the $$ we collected...haha...a guy from my class...guess how much he collected?...$1.05...no typpo error...is $1.05 onli...hahahaha...i collected abt $75.40...
ok...had a change in class...used to be 1A07 now is 1B21...but i really super confuse by the timetable...cos the modules remain the same but added in stage B engineering math... and i'm exempted from basic math which is from stage A...all thanks to my AMath... den my CEM(certificate of engineering math) is held on tuesday and wednesday... in the afternoon...heng arh..not @ nite... need to buy the book le...but dunno where's the school bookshop haiz...
Most importantly... after this addition Stage B engineering math module... there's a clash in the timetable...a lesson going on @ the same time haiz... i think i need 分身术 loh...haha...i send an email to the sch to tell them abt this, hope they'll solve the prob ASAP...
- as time passes ; 9:21 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
thanks everyone for ur concern....
ok...i really dunno y...but i'll always have this problem... always worry abt things tat seems minor to many... ytd...not sure abt the reason...but couldn't get into sleep the whole nite...
心中的一块石头总是移不开...压得我喘不过气...那股沉默已久的压力几乎快爆发...尽管努力克制自己...但似乎也于事无补...
有时候我怀疑，我的精神状况是否正常，不然为什么总是这么的爱担心那些芝麻绿豆的小事...
总是爱想出101个可能性...假设...后果...
或许...也许...我太杞人忧天了...
但我的心理已经不听我使唤...我能怎么办?...
我明白船到桥头自然直的道理...可是明白和做到是两回事啊...
tml is my flag day...decided to go to hougang mrt dere...dunno ll there be "competitors" around...but dun care...decide to 停工after 1.30pm...den travel back to sch to return the tin...
hope everything would be fine...
- as time passes ; 9:05 AM
Monday, April 09, 2007
7.10pm...
juz came back from poly 1st day orientation... realli feel so depressed...feel so 失败...i nv tok to anyone... i dunno y...i just 开不了口...i dun ve the courage to say "hi" to them...
a totally different scenario from wad i had in jc trial...maybe becos there's ppl like sing hun who 主动toking to everyone...n jaslyn who previously from my IG... maybe tat's made mi feel much better...
however, totally different case here... everyone tells mi to make new friendds there...but does anyone 了解我的苦衷... i'm those super 慢热型... i realli dunno how to interact or start a conversation with strangers...
most importantly... those girls in my class dress up like supermodels...really make mi feel out of place....
mi mum 又在借题发挥... keep saying tat should ve gone to jc...n how gd is jc n stuff...
flag day this thursday... being assign to choa chu kang...darm far can?...dun intend to go there...maybe just station @hougang mall n hougang mrt...
i realli dun wan to prove myself tat choosing poly is a wrong decision...but now i realli can't help feeling tat way... maybe things will turn out better tml? i really dunno...this's getting mi crazy...can't eat can't sleep...wad m i gonna do!!!!
ok...wad should i say...talks after talks later...abt the sch...flag day...saw the webby...found out it's for the President's Challenge 2007... den gonna meet my tutor...
当死亡即将降临，我是否应该勇敢面对，或者像懦夫一样地退缩。。。
having this stupid bad habit really makes mi suffer... every time i start to worry abt some problems tat's not solve...i'll ve sleepless nites...sometimes no appetite...
how i can i kick it off?
- as time passes ; 8:41 AM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
haiz...it's tomorrow le... finally here... feeling super scared sia.... 怎么办！！！
- as time passes ; 8:53 AM
Friday, April 06, 2007
hehe 今天came to blog is to 表扬正义的女侠 hazel
yeo...
haha....
事情是这样的：
after
kbox @ marina sq...went to shop around...till
abt 4plus ? i guess....den
gg to take the
mrt @ city hall station...so happen to pass by
HMV...so decided to go in to take a look...i was walking 1st...den follow by
josephine den lastly hazel... so hazel saw this shorty
malay guy (no offence!) 向his accomplice a
malay woman 使眼色...@ a teenage girl
abt our age... a
handphone @ the back of her bag.... den this woman 顺手牵羊 took away the phone....but den so
suai seen by hazel... hazel grabbed her hands n dragged her to the counter... mi n
josephine @ this pt of time still quite blur...dunno wad happen....
hehe...
the woman told the counter
ppl in
malay...so none of us understand...the counter
ppl translate to us that this stupid woman say she found it on the floor...
pls lah...found it on the floor hazel still catch her for wad...she denied in every way she can den...pretend nothing happen...den "
sayonara" ....walk out of the shop.... the
HMV ppl has no intention to
detained her or inform the police...
tat's wad
i'm angry
abt...how can they let the criminal off like tat...
hazel was explaining to the
HMV staff....
abit too 激动... grab the one of the staff beside her n start doing demo....
haha....
honestly... the victim
oso quite stupid
lah.... y put the phone @ the back of bag... 不见活该...
PS:
nxt time dun wan go out
wif hazel
liao lah...so scary
de...so many crime
gg on with her...
hahahahahaha....
- as time passes ; 5:02 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
juz saw my timetable for this semester... seems quite relax... late day on mon...till 5pm...thanks to the character development programme...end sch super early on wed... at 11am...thurs start sch super late ... at12pm...some lessons are with chemical engineering students ...
still not sure abt my CEM(certificate in engineering math) timetable...but heard onli once a week (3hrs each lesson)...den i think still quite ok....btw i'm in 1A07...can buy 4D sia...
ok plan to go out with hazel n josephine this good friday to kbox.... miss kbox so much... this maybe the last time we three go out together...haha....
- as time passes ; 10:13 AM
Monday, April 02, 2007
happen to see xinyi's blog...(to xinyi: hope u dun mind)....below is my test result:...haha
You Are 65% Left Brained, 35% Right Brained |
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. |
- as time passes ; 9:52 AM
ok....so long nv update mi blog le... so many things happened last week... firstly, went to enrol in sch...kena caught by the students to participate in all kinds of camps...actually they're quite smart...they made a compulsory route for us to walk pass in order to get us to listern to them...by blocking out the rest of the passage way...so had no choice but to 乖乖 listern to them...
den went to buy my laptop...how suay can i be... bought the acer aspire 5685 model.... den lots of station to past by...to pay $$...den get the laptop... den finally for post-configuration....ok....den went to ngee ann poly with jingyi to get hers... ngee ann poly definitly offer more models....
ok...went home...happily... using mi laptop...den when i connect to the internet...the screen keep blinkin...at first i tot is normal for laptop...but later the screen blinks till it hang!!.. i can't even switch it off...siao liao lah... bought a faulty laptop...
den ask jingyi to go to the poly the nxt day to exchange...luckily they exchange for mi haha... in case sth goes wrong again... we sat @ the foodcourt dere to try out the laptop...ok its fine...
ok...sth has been bothering mi till now... i dunno if my decision is correct...i had been making decision since the beginning of this yr....to a jc or a poly?....wad course to take in poly?....n now the engineering math course?....
the deadline ended ytd... i may regret one day...but i just hope everything turns out fine....
- as time passes ; 9:24 AM
