LoneLy WorlD InDeeD

2007-10-10T21:11:00.001+08:00

This will be my last time using this blog... i'll officially change my blog to:

http://blog.pixnet.net/luvkarkar

pls relink. However, this blog will not be deleted...

2007-10-08T20:31:00.000+08:00

i've made a new blog...lol.... it's not ready yet... so will announce to u all when it's ready...i'm still learning how to use it

2007-09-28T19:22:00.000+08:00

sianz... my mio box spoil ytd... no internet... called the technical help desk... they send an ah pek to fix...change a new one... sianz...miotv still spoil....haiz

ytd's Critical Reasoning Skill lesson... can sense its sianess already... ANOTHER ENGLISH MODULE... more than half a year din't write an essay liao.... had one argumentative ytd( short one)...to judge if we nid extra lesson...ARGH... with my lousy eng...i think i most prob kena... ohya...still have to read story books....sianz....lucky she said she allow harry potter...LOL... nid 5 books so i juz write any 5 books of harry potter will do....

weekend finally here...sianz... abit tired of mapling...

2007-09-26T19:25:00.000+08:00

好难挨哦，these few days darn sianz... lol... 1st gem class today... last for 45mins nia... haha... followed by a "health" talk ( according to my class tutor )... it was a sex education talk... almost fell asleep... erm... abit weird... cos the presenter was like teaching the guys to use condom correctly...diaoz...-_-""

i was kinda distracted when a spider/cockroach pop out of nowhere on my seat...diaoz... can't run anywhere...midst of the talk... so the whole row( abt 6 nia ) of girls moved to other row...lol...

2007-09-25T08:23:00.001+08:00

haiz...1st day of sch ytd...stupid morning rain cause mi to late for exactly half an hour...( 8am class i reach at 8.30am)... lucky my friends waited for mi...lol...guess wad... the moment we step into the class...the teacher said to them:" this is the end of our briefing... ..." diaoz... we juz enter n the briefing ends...den i come for wad?....lol....

lessons mainly briefings... except calculus 2.... started with complex numbers...lol... ... this morning suppose to start at 10...but the 1st two lessons cancel....so start class at 1pm...lol...

2007-09-23T12:04:00.000+08:00

sch's opening tml...sadded...time really flies... hmmm... nothing realli happen in these few days... (frustrated by the miotv)....

chose my gems module for this sem... din gt into photography...hmmm... no confidence in it... i chose it in a rush... everyone's snatching n most modules were gone in a split second...haiz... went to take a look at the course info... hmm..dun understand...seem to need to make a photoportfolio.... take lots of pics....artistic ones of cos... i not sure i'm up to it or not...haiz... anyone wan to be my models???....lol...

N noe wad?.... my timetable sucks like hell... no early days expect friday...
mon -> 8am-5pm
tues -> 10am-5.30pm/6pm
wed -> 8am-3pm
thurs->8am-4pm
fri -> 9am-12pm

sian arh...

2007-09-20T11:05:00.000+08:00

KAREN
CURRENTLY
MISSING
IN
ACTION
!!!

2007-09-13T08:06:00.000+08:00

lol...i'm happy with my CEM result...a B+....WooHoo!!!...hahaha...

lol... ytd 7pm ++.... lying on my bed... i felt the bed was shaking..hmmm... i tot my bed was going to collapse...haha... but i knew it was earthquake from Indonesia...it was the case everytime...hmm... but this wasn't as serious as the one i had in Taiwan...so din really worry...anyway...i trust the foundation of the buildings were safe....

2007-09-12T09:00:00.000+08:00

I GOT MY RESULTS>>>> they sucks like hell
they are as follows:

Inorganic & Organic Chemistry : A+ (dist)
Introduction to Microbiology : A
Chemical Process Principle : A
Engineering Mathematics : A
Microsoft Excel : A
Report Writing & Oral Presentation : C+
IDEA : C

GPA: 3.708

feel darn sick with Rwp n IDEA.... destroy my results... makes it look so ugly...one is an useless subject and an english subj... i'm quite sastify with the rest... esp I & OC...didn't expect to get dist cos lots of ppl taking this subj...from other courses too...(chem engineering, biotech....)...

i'm left with 1 more subj to go... the CEM.... i'm sure it would be a B n below... but i guess i'll just ve to pass tat's all.... it doesn't affect my GPA anyway....

ohya... sucessfully went to sentosa ytd... everything was fun except the sun...haha...upload the nxt time...no mood now (results...)

2007-09-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

Yay... i'm officially a prz now (maple of cos)....done my 3rd job...i died twice while killing the boss...

going sentosa tml... hmm... the package shown online realli sucks... i wonder if there's any available package... haiz... wan to go underwater world... haha... (not in the package)... hmm... calculated the cost...abt $38.90...if add on another adventure... den if gg to underwater world den it'll be $58.80....hmm... i think there won't be enough time for so many places... so must really manage the time well... not too long on each place...

sianz... the weather today sucks... i hope tml will be fine... ( not too hot either.. i dun wan chao tah )

2007-09-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

fell in love with this song when i first heard it... 够爱 by 东城卫 haha... from 终极一家... haha esp 脩...
should be able to finish the 50 ep of 终极一家 by this holidays....

够爱-东城卫

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
指头还残留
你为我
油擦的指甲油
没想走
你好像说过
你和我会不会有以后
世界一直一直变
地球不停的转动
在你的时空
我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵
只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够
让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候
在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有
为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我
os:你听见了吗
我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明
我为了你存在的意义
世界一直一直变
地球不停的转动
在你的时空
我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵
只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够
让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候
在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有
为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我
爱你的我
不能停止脉搏
为了爱你奋斗
就请你让我说出口
爱只能够
让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候
在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有
为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我
耶
爱你的我
耶
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

2007-08-30T20:02:00.000+08:00

Bodyless>>>>>>>>>

Hey....i'm on TV... HD TV....ahaha

Taking blood pressure, i'm in safety zone...but jingyi 就>>>>>>>

I've gt musical talent...see...i'm playing a harp!>>>>>

I think he's Einstein.....>>>>>
I'm on TV again....>>>>>>>>>>>>>
chicks>>>>>>>>>>

Eletronnegativity>>>>>>>>>>

CRABBY>>>>>>>>>>>>>
FISHYYY>>>>>>>>>>>>

DNA n Me>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Yay... my laptop's fixed ( currently using now )...haha....brought to the service centre with jingyi this morning...haha... took queue no. 1023.... den fixed abt 1hr?... den started to rain... ... so scared my lappy spoil lah... haha...since the science centre is just nearby so we 顺便 go visit loh...haha... so much fun there...
we took too many pics liao...so decided to load onli some of them....

2007-08-27T18:25:00.001+08:00

AAAARRRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!..... MY LAPTOP SPOIL!!!......... the on/off button spoil...omg... sian.... gonna get it repair soon... bye bye lappy....

2007-08-24T15:03:00.000+08:00

birthday presents from my poly class>>> pinkies

YEAH!!!.... exam is FINALLY over... hahha.... can't wait for this day... receive another present from lily today.... all hello kitty stuff...haha...

poor mushroom has been my 出气筒for the past two days.... fed up with the memorising for biology....

2007-08-23T08:28:00.000+08:00

darn sick with ytd's paper... give up with some qns ...plus my stupid careless mistakes...haiz...ytd seems to be a "sotong day"...

ok..our class onli left with 4 girls in this CEM course... and one more dropping, which means onli 3 girls ( me included ) left.... omg... heard some guys are dropping too... hmmm... which means the class maybe too small...n might chuck us with the evening classes...haiz...i hope not...

mathilda (who's dropping ) walked out of the class (steady sia!)... b4 8pm i think... give up the paper i guess... haiz...

tml's my last paper.... finally... but also the worst paper... fine... i'm going to study liao...

2007-08-22T07:57:00.000+08:00

haiz... today's test from 6-8pm...wad the stupid timing @ night... i dun intend to score very well for this test... it's university math ( according to the teachers...)... sian...a B or C will be fine...

wad i'm more worried abt is this friday...MICROBIOLOGY!!!... dead... 11 chapters to memorise n i haven started any yet...i realli think biology is the worst among the 3 sciences... haven to memorise all the stupid uselesss facts...others can just learn the concept and can still pass...

anyway, i've receive my 1st birthday present...from mei juan n chingyee..hahaha....hello kitty mashmellow n a mushroom toy....hahaha....cute sia....

2007-08-16T14:38:00.000+08:00

haiz.... math exam today...20marks gone sia.... maybe this has all been destined...y?.... know wad's my seat no. ?.... 164....一路死....
the aircon's freezing...my fingers turned numb, can't even bent... haiz... now i rather no air con leh... i onli left 8 more marks to deduct... or my A will fly.... haha...

anyway... i've learnt something from exams....
当你在考试前一天发现有题目不会做，唯一你能做的事就是，求神拜佛那个题目不会出。。。

sort of works... but it came out other even more difficult qns....makes no difference...

2007-08-14T15:55:00.000+08:00

had my 1st semestral exam in SP today...hmm...abit kua zhang... the test papers still ve to put inside big envelope and sealed with stickers... ok...the answer sheet had to fill up lots of stuff...admission no, sch's name, course name, module no, module name, etc.... waste mi time loh...

had Inorganic & Organic Chemistry (I &OC)....hmm..qns were tricky... consider moderate loh... i think i can do most of the qns, but not sure right or not... but the air-con was freezing... useless even with my jacket...sad

taking a little break now... since tml no test... emgineering math on Thurs... gd luck loh

2007-08-10T14:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm...went to watch 不能说的秘密with hazel n jingyi ytd @ cathay cineleisure... hmm... wad can i say neh?.... VERY NICE MOVIE!!!....MUST WATCH!!!

haha...the ending was unexpected and before hazel blog abt this... i shall admit 1st.... hmm... maybe i was too touched by the show... i cried...hahaha.... esp when he risk his life to play the piano so as to see the girl...argh!!... hmm.. if u dun understand den go watch the movie loh....hehehe...
PS: Jay's so 帅can?

went for i & oc tutorial today..sian... actually got back my quiz 3 paper on wed loh.... 37/50..hmmm....rather upset with this marks... but luckily today after going thru the answer... the teacher mark wrongly... earn 3 more marks...hahaha...so got 40/50 ... haha... an A grade....
got to noe my i & oc practical marks.... an A too... hmmm... not too bad...

*** lazy to scan those neoprints, so when free den i upload them :)***

2007-08-08T17:30:00.000+08:00

tot today is my last day...but stupid lks can't finish his tutorial...additional lesson on friday AAAARRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!....

hmmm....y must ppl always 为了一棵树放弃整个森林, always ve to because of somebody and spoil e whole orginal plan....sick....

tml going to watch jay chou's 不能说的秘密 with jingyi n hazel...hmm...

2007-08-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... someone's birthday today.... but the cheapstake guys bought 2 cakes to celebrate 3 ppls birthdays.... which 2 of them their birthday in september holidays....doesn't include mi... although mine is oso in holidays....

2007-07-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

HAHA..got it from penny's blog..seems fun so i try it tooo..

http://www.myheritage.com

2007-07-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

i think i'm really sick... 我想我是患上了一种病，这种病好像没有任何药物可以医治。这种病叫《手机恐惧症》....diaoz... haha... i really feel quite scare whenever i going to check my fone to see if any sms... and i always find my fone flood with sms... diaoz... all abt assignments... how can i be not scare?....

school starts late tml...excel test on tues and i haven touch yet.... headaches these few days... haiz....tired.... can't wait for the holidays....

2007-07-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

narrow escape today seriously.... noe y?... had microbio last practical...diaoz... mi partner start fire for the burner... maybe the gas supply knob was max...or the burner a bit spoil... lol... a very loud 'pop' sound follow by huge fire from the lab bench to the ceiling... hmmm... the ceiling turn black... diao... but the most impt thing... i was super near the fire can?... sian... less than 50cm... so i screamed so loud... n faster run away...hahaha... lucky mi hair was tied up...orelse mi hair chao-tah liao....haiz

hmm...cppb test ytd and math 2126 today... ytd test i screwed up... lost 12 marks so far...think more to go... today test even worst... differrentiation so difficult.... n the rate of change.. diao... duno wad thqns toking abt... marks gone sia... sicko..

2007-07-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

haiz... headache neh.... chiong micobio lab report...by this thurs... had test on wed and thurs...guess i've not time to chiong the report for the nxt two days... so had to complete as much as possible today... but good news i've completed... nid some editing and adding references... haiz... three cheers for mi sia!!!

ok... got my harry potter bk.. i'm currently on chapter 12... i noe i'm slow... no choice... but i'm still anixious to noe who died in the end....( dun tell mi cos i'm gonna read it myself ).... haiz... as i was saying tests on wed and thurs..i haven study at all yet...

stupid rwp teacher is asking us to hand up 1st draft of the formal report..diaoz.... told us tonite...n expect us to give her tml???... mad or wad... crazy woman...

tired...can't wait for all these to get over...

2007-07-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

haiz... tired sia... reports and PBL this weekends.... busy till siao... think i no time to read my harry potter book le... getting it tml...
dunno wad will hapen to the characters....darm anixious to noe...hahaha... haiz... tests every week... no time mapling lo... guess ve to wait till semestral exam over den chiong...
BYE BYE maple...
thursday was my last CPPB lab...so took so pics with my grp members>>>

2007-07-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm, sian.... tired these days...haha... i seem to be always complain being tired...lol... semestral exam timetable is out... hmmm
haha... happen to pass by hazel's blog...hmmm, wad can i say neh?... half agree and half disagree...

I&OC
14 Aug 2007
9:00am - 11:10am

EMI
16 Aug 2007
9:00am - 11:10am

CPPB
21 Aug 2007
9:00am - 11:10am

CAL 1
22 Aug 2007
6:00pm - 8:10pm

ITM
24 Aug 2007
9:00am -11:10am

haha...dunno y recently heard alot of ppl broke up with their boy/girl friends...失恋的季节
hmm, agree that guys are darm flirt...... but disagree that hazel , u won't remain single de lah... wait till u got ppl woo u...den fall in love with ppl de 时候, den u'll noe de lah....is just that u haven meet ur Mr Right yet... hehehe...

2007-07-15T08:57:00.001+08:00

Went watch harry potter movie with jingyi ytd... to prince & jade cinema @ shaw tower....hmmm reach dere abt 3 plus...movie start @ 3.40pm...previously went to many other cinema to check the seats available....but mostly fulled.... but guess wad?... so many seat available@ shaw tower...

haha...nice movie neh... just that many of the story was cut off... some interesting part of the story from the book was not in the movie...sob sob...

the movie end @ 6.... went to the bus stop to take 107 back to hougang...BUT ... we waited for like 1hr... the bus did not arrive... lol... so i saw the service tat can sms to check when the nxt bus is coming...so i smsed ( onli for singtel mobile subscriber ).... lol...GUESS WAD'S THE REPLY?.

the next and subsequent bus ARE NOT OPERATING... lol...i think might be due the NDP preview..wad de hell?... waited so long n then it is not coming?... so we decided to go suntec city for our dinner 1st....

maybe we nv been to suntec for too long...( few yrs ba )... we couldn't find the food!!!..haha...finally.. settled @ Sweson .... den took mrt...( the onli transportation left for us to reach home except taxi ).... haha...reached home abt 9.... tired sia...

2007-07-13T11:31:00.001+08:00

haha...mapling ytd nite... lol... took a "class" pic too

2007-07-11T18:20:00.000+08:00

今天，我终于亲眼见证“情人眼里出西施”的真人示范。。。哈哈

今天有人生日，全班同学为他庆生。买了$45的巧克力香蕉的大蛋糕，插上十七根蜡烛，为他唱生日歌。。。我也对他投以羡慕的眼光。

为什么我每次替人庆祝生日，却重来没有人替我庆祝。。。
为什么我总记得别人的生日，却没人记得我的。。。
为什么我每次为别人唱生日歌，却没人唱个给我听。。。
悲哀啊。。。

2007-07-10T18:26:00.001+08:00

LOL...haha...heard sth today... exactly wad sam had told mi months ago..lol... spot on sia... but just as i had expected too...hehe.. not tat i'm bad...but tat's reality...

lol...friday no sch sia...two pregnant teacher... one gave birth today... another gt checkup...so NO LESSONS...haha.... sian...realli can't wait to watch harry potter this week...

2007-07-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

Had 2 presentations today, IDEA and RWP...lol... quite ok actually...just tat during the RWP presentation...teacher's com suck...all the words duno y gt shaodows and look so blur on screen...n suppose to ve animation den like all gone... the most important thing is some info was gone...lol... lucky i did those slides so roughly noe wad's missing haha... but still abit 结巴... sianz

got my microbiology and I & OC test back... sianz... abit disappointing actually... didn't expect to get below 40...cos i scored 41/50 the previous test.... haiz..onli 38/50...got oreo from the lecturer...
microbiology?.... lol...oso unexpected...40/40...full marks...haha... although the microcope i drew look dunno like wad... some of the bio term i spell wrongly...haha....

going for the dialogue session on wednesday... the minister of Edu... lol... bo bian....kena choosen...but gt 2cca pt... still consider worth it... haha...but at most is go dere slp de...hahaha...

2007-07-07T12:40:00.000+08:00

CUTE 吗？

2007-07-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

haiz... super tired today... tml's i & oc test... thurs's microbio test( i most scare of )

got back two results... CEM ( extra math ) and chemical process princple B ( CPPB )...
guess wad...i was kena suaned again... for my CEM... wad the hack?.. just b4 she return mi my papers ( i was the last to get ).. she said to the class... she's so worried abt us cos some of us scored badly for 2126 ( which is the easier math ) and scored so well for the CEM ( harder math )...obiviously she was referring to mi... ( in previous entry i say she came to ask mi wad happen to mi and stuff? )... so return mi my papers... said: 2126 so easy u score onli 78% , now CEM so hard get 91... so nxt time must set the paper harder so u can score well... -_-""...nagged at mi abt my careless mistakes... cos the whole paper is all careless mistake... haiz... 老毛病，改不掉....
another paper... CPPB...score 47/50...AGAIN...careless... asking for ideal solution i gave ideal gas... can die rite... orelse full marks liao... sadded....

2007-06-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

maybe abit confusing with my previous entry...the math i took back was belong to the course de... was is so call the easier since is mostly amath...but i still score badly... maybe is not really bad...cos the whole class score very well...so as compare my marks is not tat gd... sadded...

but took another engineering math test...which the extra math...called CEM... conducted inside the lecture hall...so cold sia...freezing... i think it was quite ok.... at least i noe most of the qns...hope i can prove to the teacher...

CPPB test on tuesday....quite ok too...lol...2 more test nxt week with an industrial visit to KONG GUAN BISCUIT FACTORY....

really tired these few days... falling asleep....*YAWNS*

2007-06-26T11:48:00.000+08:00

haiz, going for my math test later...currently in sch... haiz...got 2 打击 juz now...haiz... gt back math paper which took b4 holidays... sian...score below class average... n worst thing is the teacher still come to mi n ask mi : " what happen to ur test?"... is not tat i gt the lowest in the class or wad... she seems to expect mi to score very well but wad... that 25marks worth qns already cost mi a bomb... how well can i score haiz...

this has really affect my confidence for the later math test... i realli dunno if i can pass...or maybe a good pass...

stressed....

2007-06-24T18:51:00.000+08:00

明天开学了，忽然感到一阵莫名的失落，可能我天生不是读书的料，所以不喜欢上学，从以前到现在还是一样。。。

sadded....can't wait for the next holidays... in August...haiz....

oh ya ..... bought a hello kitty fone recently haha... quite cute...look more like a toy
STRESSED...

decide to take off my blog archives... Past should be buried behind...

2007-06-20T18:07:00.000+08:00

LOL... went to school today for stupid i & o chem make-up lesson...sian... suppose to start at 10...drag till 10.30...den end @ 12.30+++...sian....

got the class pic from chingyi today..

2007-06-19T11:45:00.000+08:00

LOL...felt so malu ytd...haha... went to HM ytd to participate in the dunno wad free gift event... spend $80 den can get a free luggage bag...1st 25 customers... start to give out @ 2pm...but u noe wad?.... the queue started from 9am!!!... omg... kiasu singaporean... mi mum n i went dere abt 12.30pm... but haven spend $80 yet...so i went to popular store to get my items...while mi mum start queuing

cooling pad
optical mouse
pens
markers
ink cartridge

abt $60 plus... not $80 yet... so went to mini toons to buy stuff to chalk up $80...lol...bought a necklace...hp pouch...n a dunno wad toy...lol...sian... 无辜 kena force into these queue...lol... dun even dare to queue loh... cos all the aunties LAH.... wao lao...luckily our efforts paid off... mi mum was in the 22nd position...queue for 1-2 hrs... leg pain sia

ohya... i'm not sure izzit 灵异事件 or wad... this morning 4 am...yup 4am... received a call...(4gt to switch slient mode).... so frustrated... gg to scold the caller liao... den i look at the phone... den i see hui min's name...lol..call from hui min @ this time?... so i answer...gonna scream liao...but den nobody respond leh... so wad this?
izzit she accidentally press it?...but my name on the phone list definitely somewhere in the middle...cannot be press by accident...den wad?...灵异事件? or prank call?...

2007-06-18T09:20:00.000+08:00

S.H.E - BOOM

2007-06-16T09:23:00.000+08:00

LOL...ytd was fun!!!. spend most of the time playing basketball... cos really miss those days in TAF playin basketball....lol...there were another grp of guys playing in the same court too... i was actually asking evelyn to have a match within ourselves...but the guys heard mi ... n tot i said to ve a match with them...OMG... lol...so we 搬救兵...call hui min n janetta too.. lol... actually i was more like a "vase" in the game...7 girls vs 4 guys... in the end?... 输得惨不忍睹.... i took of my slippers to play... cos i scare i might fall down...played for 2hrs?.... i'm not too sure... but wad i noe my 脚板 super pain n 起泡!!!... can't even walk now....
lol....they bought vodka ( did i spell correctly? )... actually i had a little bit of the vodka mixed with peach tea.... the taste was horrible...bitter... maybe i'm just not used to taste of alcohol...so decided to leave it 1st..drink it after my game...BUT IT WAS GONE WHEN I CAME BACK!!!!
LOL...noe why?...heard from josephine...meena gt drunk...took everyone's cup to drink...( i paid $2 for it n i drink nothing ? )...she was really darm drunk...heard her clique was pushed into the swimming pool...she started to strip...LOL... lucky no one was around....otherwise!?!.

Whole body aching...LOL

PICTURES OF THE SEC 4 FAITH BBQ ON 15/6/07>>>>>>

cynthia, evelyn, anna, jingyi, audrey, josephine, peixian, hazel....

audrey, pei xian, me, evelyn, josephine, hazel n jingyi

enjoying the food?....

yoz!, 三胞胎...

MAKAN time!!!

BBQing

friendly match with the guys.... (rough play actually)

may i noe who is this?....

LOL... dunno why these pics appear inside my camera?... but nvm... haha

me, eunice, sam, anna n penny

jingyi, me, xinyi, yuanshan, maygee, audrey n poh fong

Josephine, jingyi, me, evelyn n zhi jun

anna ( slping ), me, josephine, zhijun, janetta, evelyn, cynthia

Gaya, anna,me, josephine,zhijun, janetta, evelyn n cynthia hui min, anna, athena, me, josephine,gaya, zhi jun, janetta, evelyn, cynthia

Gaya, zhi jun, me, athena( tryin to act cute here ), josephine, jingyi, janetta,evelyn n cynthia

Janetta, jingyi. josephine, me, zhi jun, evelyn

evelyn 偷小便... no lah... she sat on pundle of water...i think?..

josephine, jingyi n mi

mi, zhi jun, evelyn, eu lynn n cynthia

2007-06-14T10:16:00.000+08:00

went to watch movies ytd... 鬼啊鬼啊 and 东海战... i feel tat the 东海战 is much more worth it than the 鬼啊鬼啊... 鬼啊鬼啊 like dun have any storyline... no climax...although it's funny but seems qutie sian... 东海战 on the other hand much more interesting... but too bad the movie too short le.. lol...haha

2007-06-13T08:44:00.000+08:00

S.H.E - 谢谢你的温柔

2007-06-12T09:41:00.000+08:00

LOL..out of my expectation.. the bbq was qutie fun... although super tired... gt home abt 10.30pm...

food wasn't tat nice... fried rice... NO chicken wings... satay...otak...hotdog..crabmeat... i guess tat's all... played some games... 终极密码...lol..i was the 1st to kena forfeit... the punishment was mixed drink... with 5 diff type of soft drinks..honestly it taste quite nice... but later ppl kena worst... with chocolate and mashmellow inside...lol...i was lucky...

played other games like dog n bone and ice man... abit lame...but quite fun... the bbq fire was super small with no flames...onli red hot charcoal...lol.. i tried to restart the fire... n it did work...but one guy pass by say where gt so "big" fire... so i cover back the flame... but i tot bbq fire should at least see the fire?... weird...

took bus home with few other girls... waited the bus 105 of like half hr plus...end up taking bus 58...luckily... anyway...

2007-06-10T21:01:00.001+08:00

ok...i utterly sad... jc outing tml...i can't go...all thanks to the stupid bbq...f**k it... idiot...really hate to go... really miss those peeps...disgusting bbq held @ some ulu place... sian...can i not go?...cca pt will be awarded...so?... 跑不掉，躲不了，我能怎样？

i guess i'm just gonna stay for few hrs... den siam liao... i guess i'll be super bored to death... the worst bbq i ever attend... preconception maybe... but my instinct seldom goes wrong.... esp when i gonna see ppl whom i dun like...

but i'm more looking forward to wed and friday... movies days plus sec4 bbq... lol...realli can't wait!!!...

2007-06-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

ARGGGGGHHHH!!!!.... i realli want to kill myself today... super stupid today...metal block...lost 25marks becos of metal block... math test today...linear law...couldn't form the straight line equ!!!!.... 25 marks can!?!... tot can like score full marks... now onli can get 75marks at most...SADDED LAH... chicken nainai...

tml last day of term liao... 2hrs of lesson and i'm free...lol

STUPID XXXX!!!!.... u think u realli so smart arh ? darn it... organise class bbq in the end got nothing...inefficient...chicken... say wad wan go class outing on mon...go swimming with guys?... i tink u wan to show of ur figure...wear swimsuit show the guys ba.... darn it...

2007-06-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

(as the printer is printing now...)

sadded... as u all noe i usually go to bed @ 9pm..latest 10pm...when there's sch the nxt day... today really kills mi... chionging the report the whole night and finally it's done... YAY!!! 3 cheers for mi sia!!!...

internet network problem just now.... couldn't go online to search for info....scare mi to death...lucky it was ok after tat... or my report "mati" liao

anyway, had MS excel test today... flung it liao... i'm serious... can't do most of the qns...( even though is open bk)... sian... (*yawns)... long day for me...

going sleep now... sweet dreams : )

2007-06-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

darn idiotic today...lots of irritating stuffs happen today....

1st: reached school "ON" time... 8am sharp...went into the class... the teacher suddenly tell say got test... take out foolscape paper n prepare for the test... i was like super angry can?... how can he conduct a test without informing us in advance...super pissed off... den abt 15 min later after most of the ppl reah the class...den the teacher say it was a prank... no test...i was kena cheated!!!...felt even more pissed off....teacher is like super childish... worst of all mi frends all nv tell mi...( cos they reached earlier so they knew long ago )... wad the hell

2nd: during break, heard from mi classmate say mi class rep went to call the lecturer to ask abt the submission of the I & OC foral report...wad the hell?... if he nv ask abt it... we can actually act blur den hand in after the holis which is like 2 more weeks... sian...now i've to chiong...have to hand in on Wed...sad case...y do i always have so " law by law / too responsible" class rep?.... 害死人...

MS excel test tml... luckily is open book...but doesn't make any difference... nv had a computer test b4... used to enjoy computer lessons but now i don't....sadded

Ask jingyi out nxt wed for a "movie marathon"... lol....鬼啊鬼啊 and 东海战...maybe gonna get a set of office wear too... report presentation soon

2007-06-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!! 都是我手痒... change my userID ytd... used to be fivesix2...change it to karenteng90...but i changed on the internet but nv change it in the modem... 害我 cannot connect to the internet the whole day...haiz... call up the broadband technical service... call the 1st time...can but after restarting still cannot.... haiz...just call up again... finally can liao...heng arh... but quite surprise with their service...so late liao still got ppl attending to mi...LOL...

i realised that i really can't survive without a computer... esp no internet... felt uneasy the whole day....LOL...

sign with a relief..........

after reading Hazel's post...突然有些感触...it seems that is always we met the worst den we realise how fortunate we are to have the friends we had...chin sia?... anyway... i'm glad tat my poly classmate are abit better than hazel's... but not any better...
我知道我无法回到过去，后悔从前没有好好珍惜，总认为未来的日子会比现在好。。。但我这种想法已彻底改变。。。

2007-06-01T17:48:00.000+08:00

LOL... On wed took back my microbiology and I & OC test paper.... got 39/40 for microbiology ( everyone get this kind of marks...some even got full marks...).... den 42/50 for I & OC...sadded...can score even better...cos made some careless mistake..haiz

flooded with sms...ytd n today...

hey! huimin here. this is not my no. anyway, the bbq will be on the 15th june, at the rivervale. we're meeting at the bbq pit-just outside the tennis court, at 5. please bring along $7 each & msg me ASAP if you can volunteer bring along fried bee hoon or rice. PLEASE pass down this msg ASAP! thanks!:)

bbq on two friday... gonna be a bbq freak soon... oh ya!!!.... i'm going to wear the class tee on the class bbq....anyone wan accompany wear class tee too?...

2007-05-30T17:18:00.000+08:00

LOL.... happen to saw anna today during lunch... bbq is comfirmed...at lucia's house... not sure is 14 or 15th june... but i must emphasize tat is not becos everyone voted @ lucia's hse...cos huimin scare later book the chalet den ppl pang sei her or act blur dun pay...den the $$ paid for the chalet jiu die liao... btw... the food hui min will settle..

To jingyi: lol, remember we went to the bbq @ evelyn's hse last yr?... ya... we nv pay hui min rite?... huimin say must pay her during this bbq...

To hazel: i noe u may not wan to hear this news, but still ve to tell u... mrs ong comfirm going...

poly bbq set nxt friday...right after sch...last day of sch too... in someone's condo...opp NYJC... i tot is we've to pay $6.50 for this compulsory outing.... but it is actually the sch gonna give each person $6.50 for the outing... so my class got 19 ppl and some $$ by the teacher... so abt $100++...LOL....nice sch sia...

2007-05-29T18:57:00.000+08:00

S.H.E - 听袁惟仁弹吉他

2007-05-28T19:01:00.000+08:00

guess i'm realli addicted to blogging...not tat i wan ppl to read...but here's the onli place i can vent my anger, frustration or share my happy....most importantly to record my daily happenings...maybe one day i can look back...recall 曾经在我身上发生的点点滴滴
Sian lah... onli 1st day of sch...but i can't wait till weekend... ohya sth frustrastig happen today!!!气死我了！！！

ok...1st lesson in the morning...IDEA...powerpoint presentation...hack-care guy...as i mention b4... PONED sch... idiot... left with my rest of the group members to present... obviously he's not sick... appear after lunch...looking perfectly fine to me...conclusion?... he's just another free-rider!!!...who gets all the marks the rest of the group hard earn...n he's just sit dere n get the relax...wad the hell?... why do this type of people still exist on earth...sianzzz

Had i & OC and RWP test... abit blur blur...dun realli had enough time for I & OC...couldn't draw the lewis struture for N2O4...chionging for time though...RWP...sadded...write till my fingers numb... dunno correct or not...dun even have practice on that...all the egg yoke noe is just keep 催us to form grp to do the report (again?)... sian...

tml's another long day...MATH THROUGHOUT THE DAY( to pei xian:---> i oso very long sch hours k?... from 8-5pm... almost everyday...不输你 ...HAHAHA )...
Laptop + Calculus = 重死人...

2007-05-27T09:21:00.001+08:00

Just as everyone is starting to think of their holidays.... i'm still stuck with tests and reports
Just as everyone is starting to play... i have to study still
Just as everyone is starting to like their class... i'm starting to hate mine...

i really dunno y... i dun feel the class spirit... dun like the class... dun feel part of the class... and i really enjoy the end of the school session...cos i dun have to face them... it is really different from the classes i've been in b4... although i sometimes dun feel too good about the ex-classes... but those feelings dun last long... however, this dislike for my present class has been persistently bothering me...

my ex-classes... although not very close to each n everyone... we're still super united esp in lessons...no matter in the same class for 2yrs or 1 month plus... the strong bond is there...i could easily felt it...but i feel nothing now for present class...

i really wonder if is because we had known each other not long enough to create that unity?... or is simply just im not fated for the class... i guess tat might just be the reason...
anyway, we're gonna split in the 2nd yr... maybe i'll meet a better class?...or even worst than this...

2007-05-26T11:36:00.000+08:00

i'm flooded with reports... doing report most of the time... sian si... just finish my IDEA report...i typed rubbish...wad a useless moldule...
quite happy on saturdays...i dunno y... maybe becos gt lots of tv shows to watch ba...

found a way to went my anger....(see below)...haha...if people wants to read i noe they sure can find their way (i noe how to) .... but at least i dun wan make it so obvious when i scolding ppl...cos it may not sound nice ....lol

i finally realise what type of person i really dislikes... those who have promise/agree not to do something ending up doing it... it's super frustrating when ppl do this... sort of betray... or just another act of their "kiasuism"....

i can't stand it...i need a break...

2007-05-25T09:13:00.000+08:00

On wednesday, received hui min's sms... in case u all still dunno...(but i believe she oso gt send to u all...)

hui min here. this is not my no. pls choose one of the options below. #1. yacht club bgl-changi, 14th june.($170) #2. biggin hill terrace-changi, 7thjune.($170) #3. garden bgl-pasir ris, 20thjune.($390) #4. bbq at the rivervale, 15th june. #5. can't make it at all. this is very urgent so reply to my no-9XXXXXXX by today. #1-#3 would be a stayover till the next day while the bbq would not be a stayover. no need to pass down, just need to reply! thanks!:)

LOL...y dunno y she always nv use her own phone...haha...aniway... i chose #3...not because it is the most expensive...but the most convenience and nearest to my house...lol...i hope it clashes with my poly outing...i'm serious... no typo error... hope it clash... so tat i can run 'escape' from the poly outing...

sadded...test on monday... i haven study yet... headache seeing all the words... 救命呀!!!

HEY PEOPLE.... IF U HAPPEN TO SEE MY ENTRY...CAN TELL ME WAD UR CHOICE???? TAG MI SIA... ...

2007-05-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

LOL...just now went to vivocity to do the IDEA shopping recco...late....thanks to lily... went to 3 shops...candy empire...Toy'r us...Build a bear... had lots of fun...

2007-05-22T12:24:00.001+08:00

sadded...chionging my e-learning assignment these two days...and the nxt few days...my fingers are aching...
Let me see:
~~1. RWP~~
~~2.Engineering math~~
~~3.Introduction to microbiology~~
~~4.CEM~~
5.Inorganic & Organic Chemistry (I & OC)
6.Chemical Process Principle B
7.MS Excel
8.IDEA

i onli meant the online quizes...not the written ones... so long way to go especially...my dear I & OC formal report.... headache arh.... oh yes!...i haven start studying for my RWP and I & OC test which is on nxt monday... sadded.. :(

2007-05-19T11:16:00.001+08:00

LOL...ytd went to AMK hub for dinner with hazel, jingyi n josphine.... suppose to reach like 4 plus cos lesson suppose to end @ 3pm...but it ended 2.20?...den reach dere abt 3.30pm... really gt nothing to do... so sway around @ the central...waiting for hazel to come...( late loh lol)... josephine reach abt 6.35... had fish n co for dinner... i ordered fish n chips... lol..quite nice actually... probably i was too hungry... nv eat lunch tat's y... the bill was approximately $68?... we had a hard time dividing the bill...lol... partially due to the GST + service charge...lol...mi, hazel n jingyi bought endearmints too... lol...1kg... eat dao teeth drop...LOL.. each cost $15.75... if i'm not wrong... lol...i spend abt $32+++.... lol...

did my 1st e-learning work on blackboard just now... lol... total marks was 4...keep getting like 3 or 3.5... the lecturer told us to get full marks... so i try dunno how many thousand time b4 i finally get it.... by the way...it was the MS excel module..sadded...i nv hate computer like i do now...sianz...

sian...abit regret i wasn't listerning to the egg yoke in the RWP class... now had a hard time doing my I &OC forma report... sadded

2007-05-17T19:43:00.000+08:00

lol... mi poly friends sia ---->>>>

ok... today both lab are pretty fine... I & OC lab was fine... although the yield after the recrystallisation was pretty low... sianz...it's a formal individual report...due in two weeks time...microbiology lab was fine too... completed it quite fast... did all the different kind of staining...honestly, my microbiology lecturer is a funny guy...lol...

yay...tml's lesson start @ 1pm...ends @ 3.... sian go for two hrs with the calculus bk...lol

2007-05-16T18:11:00.000+08:00

oh yeah....blogger is finally back to normal...oh yes!!! got something to announce....just receive an SMS from anna ytd...

a msg from hui min for the june bbq:

hey! hui min here, this is NOT my no. anyway, we're having a class bbq on either the 14th or 15th june, at the rivervale next to north vista. PLEASE please reply me by 25th MAY at 9xxxxxxxx & include #1. if you're going, #2. if you can't make it on any of the two days. pls pass down the msg! thanks!:)

lol...i dun even noe if i'll be free or not... but i think i shld be able to make it...die die oso try to make it...i dun wan miss the chance to meet everyone....miss them lots sia...hahaha...

tml is the practical date... n i'm not done with the microbiology data sheet...cos i'm onli doing it( which is suppose to be pair work).... tml's I & OC practical is abt aspirin and microbiology's practical is abt staining bacteria..i'm quite worried...partially due to previous exp...

2007-05-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

终于渡过了每个星期中最难熬的两天，心情开始有些好转。there's suppose to be a class gathering, but i'm not going... rather meet up with my long-time-no -see secondary friends... @ AMK hub... firstly, marina there is consider quite far to mi...and eating steamboat with so many ppl i dun realli like...maybe i just dun like crowd...tat's y i dun really like shopping and queuing for stuffs... meeting up with hazel and jingyi... and more to come... lol...can't wait till friday...

nxt week no sch for mi...cos is e-learning week...but have to do some shopping survey...shopping!?!....sian...but so far decided to do it @ vivocity...

how suay can this be...i was telling them i hope i dun get the hack-care guy in our grp( which is my partner for microbiology lab)...but i still GET IT!!!!...conclusion?...the more you dun wan sth...u'll still get in the end...sianz....

someone to carry their stuff...someone to care for them...someone to accompany on the trip to and fro... someone to share their true feelings...someone to go to when need help... haiz...how i wish i could have one too...

2007-05-13T10:39:00.000+08:00

sian...another week coming sian...the stupid IDEA n RWP...haiz... juz finish my math hw... and microbiology lab hw... draw a microscope...haha... quite nice i think although my drawing sucks...
went to buy S.H.E album ytd although i'm still sick... choose the free gift-> singles n puzzle(77 pieces) ... took mi half and hr to finish solving lol...

went to cd rama to buy...they gave mi a membership card...those when u buy $20 get a pt den accumulate 10 to get $20 voucher...lol...i was thinking it rather useless to mi...i onli buy cd once a yr... haha...

like the song 五月天 and 伦敦大桥垮下来... haha...

2007-05-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

sianz...after so many months....i finally fell sick...flu and cold... blocking n running nose... sadded...
好难受哦。。。
if i still in sec sch...sure chiong to doctor to get mc and skip PE/TAF hahaha....

suddenly i really miss the days in sec... like those in sec 2 english class... turn the bottle to get the textbooks...crap answers when the teacher ask qns... although there were many cliques among us...but we still consider united...
我找不回从前的那种感觉，那种团结，好怀念。。。

2007-05-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

quite tired these two days... cos return home quite late... had a microbiology test today...quite easy though i counldn't remb some definations... ok...
as i said in the previous entry...wanted to go donate blood to earn the 2 cca pts...however, the person who pull mi go (which is anna dong obviously!!) backed off the last minute...-_-""" ....saw the bag of blood.... she started to faint...but the queue was quite long too... cos had to rush for the next class so end up nv donate... went to pizza hut instead... order a set meal...but both of us couldn't finish haha....

气死我了！！！居然把我当透明的，巴士上层置身我们俩。。。连个招呼和再见也不说一声，跟你们有仇哦。。。

2007-05-08T18:11:00.000+08:00

Me and Anna..........

张韶涵>>>>>

DJ 丁志勇 and 张韶涵>>>>>

yoyoyo!!!...super tired these two days...sian...went to zhang shao han's concert ytd... had to wait anna dong...almost had to sit on the stairs...haha...but luckily mei juan went to queue liao...so cut her queue...which is the right @ the front...haha...so end up in the 5th row...haha...nice view too...

quite scare abt the test this thurs...haven study yet... dun care...too mani project ...mostly reports....sian...

2007-05-04T17:15:00.000+08:00

haiz...i had a nightmare ytd...it may sound ridiculous but it's true...it's all about the terms in microbiology... den suddenly stomachache.... LS... sadded...

i dunno if i'm suay or he suay... darn it...he's exactly split image of aye saw thi...i dun mean his looks...is his character... late for class....dun do tutorials...the microbiology lecturer partner mi wif him for the lab exp....there are datasheets to be handed in after every exp... i think i'm gonna do everything myself... honestly, i dun trust him...not on purpose but e just make mi feel tat way... partial due to past experiences... my nightmare just begun...

2007-05-03T19:40:00.000+08:00

i'm so depressed, sadded, and feel like killing myself....
how can i be so stupid/careless.... ok...

today is my 1st chem practical... and i broke a funnel...1st time in my life i break something( not even @ home breaking a cup/bowl....) totally got shocked... the lab technician say the nxt time i break stuff again jiu need to charge mi...the class went silent when i break the funnel...stare @ mi...so malu....sob sob..:(

nxt lab in the afternoon....i malu again...microbiology experiment...
i left the specimen in the microscope @ the end of the exp...4gt to take out.... the lecturer was like looking for it...den found it's on mine( every microscope has a no. and assign specifically to us)...den the lecturer say lucky it was found or the whole class'll ve to stay back...

ARGGGHHH.... stupid mistake....stupid me...

2007-05-02T17:24:00.000+08:00

my 张韶涵's tickets------>>>

went to collect Angela Zhang's concert tickets....so funny lah...i reach there is already abt 12.10pm... den the queue is like super long.... i tot i sure cannot get de liao loh...den as i was walking to the back..the queue suddenly move into the room to collect the tickets...i was caught in the middle...den i just follow the flow and walk into the room...haha...(if dun understand, in short...i cut queue lah)... so i gt the tickets loh... hehe...heard lots of ppl came quite early but nv get the tickets in the end...lucky mi...

check my SAS juz now... i was added into the community service and cultural club which i didn't join!!!...sianz...nvm dun care...maybe do some community service can chalk up some CCA pts and community service hrs 好人有好报...btw the Angela Zhang's concert oso ve cca pts...haha...shiok right..

saw an event sent to my sch mail box...blood donation drive 8-10thMay...2 CCA pts awarded...i'm tempted...haha...consider 1st...stupid anna...darm 夸张 lah...wan to particpate in any activities tat cannearn cca pts omg!!!...

2007-05-01T10:14:00.000+08:00

1st May, a holiday... sadded... i'm really hating the IDEA module...do wad stupid design..look so ugly and yet still ve to market it!!!...sian

ytd was my last day in "student fare"...haha...today onwards all my bus and train fare will be in adult fare loh...

heard there might be a bbq/chalet this coming june...dunno if it'll succeed but if it really does, i wan to go!!! miss mi sec friends lot sia...ever since the release of o's result i last saw them... but there's oso a possibility tat we might just nv see each other again forever... maybe one day we might not even recognise each other on the streets....hahaha

AARRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!

心中有满腹的怨气无处发泄，就快要爆炸啦！！！

2007-04-29T08:33:00.000+08:00

this is my 100th post....haha...feeling quite lost this morning...no tv programmes...so juz do some microbiology revision since test is nxt week...sianz...
not that i'm kiasu but with no biology foundation, i think i'll ve to work double hard for it...

maybe because everyone is fighting a place in university...so they had to be selfish... keep the knowledge to themselves so they'll win.... if everyone is getting that ruthless...i gonna be one too...

2007-04-28T11:47:00.000+08:00

yes!!! it's finally saturday...my mood gets better during weekends....haha...lots of tv programmes to watch....spend my whole morning revision....doing differentiation... obviously i've forgotten everything....sadded...

the cca hasn't contacted mi... maybe they really dun wan mi....haha...wadever...at most i join nxt yr loh...sianz

i'm starting to hate microbiology n report writing & presentation(RWP)...these 2 modules... microbiology is nothing but mermorising...which i always hates to do...死背...RWP is simply in short....english lesson....the teacher is super boring ( by her face u'll noe )...sian si...

心跳没有规律地跳动，脚步没有节奏地舞动，仿佛被冰冻，需要人来帮我。。。

2007-04-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

sadded....how suai can i be?....today 74 bus took longer den usual to reach sch...y?...traffic light @ marymount n bishan st 21(if i'm not wrong) spoil... so the traffic there is like berserk...cars are all stuck @ the cross junction... my bus was stuck inside for abt 10-15min...sadded...i'm late for 5min...

tml is CPPB practical...the very lo suo lecturer was nagging away...sian...ended @ 11pm...took mrt and went back to sjc...reach compass pt...den took 119...the 119 bus was exactly the same one i used to take to sch in the morning...miss the route i used to take to sec sch...haiz...

reach sch...collect my cert...saw ong suat dere...haha...wave to her den bye bye liao ( she was on the phone)....i think the whole sch was in the hall watching some stage performance...sianz...

我一直以为新的环境，我的观念会有所改观，但我错了。
人类对处事的态度始终没变，我想一辈子也不会变。。。

2007-04-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

i was late for sch today...stupid 74 bus... single deck...crowded like siao...but so qiao met jingyi on the bus...i reach sch like abt 9.05am...chiong like mad to the classroom...luckily the teacher nv say anything...but later got one guy even later den mi...reach abt 9.20am...den the teacher questioned him..haha...

microbiology sux....totally cannot understand the super chim terms...sian...so i not gonna take food tech nxt yr...(btw saw news abt the chem process tech ppl invented some food...haha..so proud of my course...)

tml darm shiok....lesson 8-11am onli...decide to go back sjc to take my cert....

巴士窗外望出，雨水打在窗户，我看着风景旅途，心里一阵孤独。

2007-04-24T19:12:00.000+08:00

it's onli Tuesday...can't help wishing this week would pass faster...tired... had microsoft excel lesson...stupid lecturer really rushing to board the plane....chiong so fast... worst i 4gt to bring my lecture notes...so quite ma fan.... sadded...

today had so much things to bring... the CEM book weigh like tons.... plus my 3kg laptop.... imagine... today mostly is math lessons...flooded with math stuff now...dunno y the teacher likes to "aim" mi.... keep asking to ans qns...but im not those who like to speak up in class de...suai loh...small class...怎么样 oso kena call....

today abit malu... i've been taking 74 bus these few weeks...but nw den i realise there is a bus stop further down the dover mrt station...much nearer to my sch... ok loh i admit i stupid...have been walking so far to reach the sch ....

zhang shao han coming to my sch!!!...haha on 7th May...6pm...but Tank is @ republic poly @ the same day...气死了...i want see tank more den zhang shao han....is swoop jiu hao le...

2007-04-22T17:40:00.000+08:00

sadded...i can't help feeling sad... sch gonna start tml... here's my qns again...y do weekends end so fast...and weekdays seem so long... due to the stupid microbiology module...gt to study o'level biology...borrow the bk from jingyi...but i seem to feel tat i shld ve take biology rather den physic when i in sec3 .... it seems so much interesting and feel tat all needed is to memorise everything and just vomit them out during exam...wad is more difficult is the super "chim" terms... quite hard to remb...

世界上最遥远的距离，是我在你面前，而你不知道我爱你。。。

那天在巴士上，我从车窗望出，看见一个熟悉的背影，一个好久不见的影子。。。我们各自往返方向走。。。我回头望，希望从人群中找出你。。。虽然始终找不出你，但我强烈的直觉告诉我，你就在里头。。。那人群里头。。。
那么大的地方，我与你在同一个时间，同一个地点，擦间而过。。。但却不让我们相遇。。。我们到底有没有缘分？我们可能一辈子也不会再遇见，不会再遇见，不会再遇见。。。

~adapted from random website...

2007-04-19T17:21:00.000+08:00

k...today cos onli gt practical briefing...so ended early... happen to saw anna during my break @ the library... haha...so 巧.... din no she's oso frm SP...studying DMR....ask her to wait 4 mi after lesson end up pan seh mi.... haha...meet her @ dhoby ghaut station....haha...

tml gonna bring laptop to sch to install some math software...sadded...
gt my ez-link card today...the pic was from my student admission card...so ugly sia...haha...

2007-04-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo!!!.long time nv online le... quite tired these few days...cos lessons mostly end @ 4 or 5pm... latest jiu today onli...2.30pm....sadded...

decided to join aikido...partly due to interest... mostly due to i want to "kill" ppl...and abit becos i wan to lose weight haha....

ok...things are really getting better...hate studying microbiology...abit regret nv study biology during sec haha..now i totally dun understand wad the teacher say...sadded...den CEM strating to feel its difficulty.... alot of detail to take note...but ppl like mi so careless de...quite hard leh... my CEM class onli has 12 ppl...wad so bad abt small classes?...everyone ll kena called by the teacher...i was trying to bury my face in the paper...but still kena "caught"...keep asking qns juz because i dun like to "act smart" respond to her...

den made a no. of friends...frm malaysia...cambodia...haha....too bad no ang mo...jkjk....
there's a lesson on microsoft excel....the lecturer look n speak funny... his lesson is like 赶飞机...so fast loh....catch no ball sia...but i consider quite fast...lesson end the lecturer came to mi and tell mi to sit with another girl nxt lesson so i can teach the girl....probably the girl cannot catch up with him...haha

sadded....can't wait till friday... i love weekends....

2007-04-15T08:47:00.000+08:00

ok... why do weekends always pass so fast??

as said in the previous entry...found out some prob in timetable...but i sign in tat afternoon...the whole timetable was changed...so ok liao....but as i wrote in an email tat morning to sch...so the ppl called mi ytd midnight...haha...a bit paiseh... told them i saw the error was in the morning den the prob was solve tat afternoon...

ok...now...another big prob sia...
wad cca should i choose... had 2 cca in mind...aikido and bowling...wanted to go to the cca drive wif gaya...but she is 4ever unreachable...no handphone!!!....

saw this module in my course "IDEA"...sth to do with projects definitely...so u noe wad it means?... group work!!!... sadded....

sometimes, i really feel tat... nobody understands mi... now i onli can rely on my blog... it is the onli place where i can reveal my feelings to... never understand wad so great abt blogs...but i finally realise...

2007-04-13T09:21:00.000+08:00

ytd...went for flag day...@ hougang mrt and hougang mall entrance... went there b4 8am... so started quite early...later a guy told mi there were abt 20-30 ppl gathered @ hougang mrt waiting to sell flag... i felt abit paiseh...cos i'm not assign to here...sort of snatching their place...
anyway...i saw ppl standing nearby so i decided to move nearer to the hougang mall entrance so as to not "snatch their business"...later the stupid security guards...came to chase mi away... the thing is i'm not even standing near the door...at least 10-20plus steps away... wad the hell!!!

some interesting storys... a guy went up to approach an old lady to ask her to donate...den the old lady dug out her $$ and instead of putting into the guy's tin...she went up to mi and put into mine....haha...i think the guy is super angry lah...
one very nice lady... although she has donated... she donated to mi again... she say is to support girls haha...

one nice sir, when i approach him he said he has no coins...and will come back to me again... just as i tot he just 敷衍 mi... but in the end he really did came back!!! he say to me...我答应你的...haha...

haha...but due to too many "competitors"...i decided to 收工@ 9.30am... i worked abt 1 and a half hr plus...but my tin considered quite heavy le haha...so went home to slack...

so abt 12.30pm..i started travelling to sch...reached abt 1.45pm...so waited outside the door for my lecturer...he was late...den later he asked us to open the tin and count the $$ we collected...haha...a guy from my class...guess how much he collected?...$1.05...no typpo error...is $1.05 onli...hahahaha...i collected abt $75.40...

ok...had a change in class...used to be 1A07 now is 1B21...but i really super confuse by the timetable...cos the modules remain the same but added in stage B engineering math... and i'm exempted from basic math which is from stage A...all thanks to my AMath... den my CEM(certificate of engineering math) is held on tuesday and wednesday... in the afternoon...heng arh..not @ nite... need to buy the book le...but dunno where's the school bookshop haiz...
Most importantly... after this addition Stage B engineering math module... there's a clash in the timetable...a lesson going on @ the same time haiz... i think i need 分身术 loh...haha...i send an email to the sch to tell them abt this, hope they'll solve the prob ASAP...

2007-04-11T09:05:00.000+08:00

thanks everyone for ur concern....

ok...i really dunno y...but i'll always have this problem... always worry abt things tat seems minor to many... ytd...not sure abt the reason...but couldn't get into sleep the whole nite...

心中的一块石头总是移不开...压得我喘不过气...那股沉默已久的压力几乎快爆发...尽管努力克制自己...但似乎也于事无补...
有时候我怀疑，我的精神状况是否正常，不然为什么总是这么的爱担心那些芝麻绿豆的小事...
总是爱想出101个可能性...假设...后果...
或许...也许...我太杞人忧天了...
但我的心理已经不听我使唤...我能怎么办?...
我明白船到桥头自然直的道理...可是明白和做到是两回事啊...

tml is my flag day...decided to go to hougang mrt dere...dunno ll there be "competitors" around...but dun care...decide to 停工after 1.30pm...den travel back to sch to return the tin...
hope everything would be fine...

2007-04-09T08:41:00.000+08:00

7.10pm...
juz came back from poly 1st day orientation... realli feel so depressed...feel so 失败...i nv tok to anyone... i dunno y...i just 开不了口...i dun ve the courage to say "hi" to them...

a totally different scenario from wad i had in jc trial...maybe becos there's ppl like sing hun who 主动toking to everyone...n jaslyn who previously from my IG... maybe tat's made mi feel much better...
however, totally different case here... everyone tells mi to make new friendds there...but does anyone 了解我的苦衷... i'm those super 慢热型... i realli dunno how to interact or start a conversation with strangers...
most importantly... those girls in my class dress up like supermodels...really make mi feel out of place....

mi mum 又在借题发挥... keep saying tat should ve gone to jc...n how gd is jc n stuff...

flag day this thursday... being assign to choa chu kang...darm far can?...dun intend to go there...maybe just station @hougang mall n hougang mrt...

i realli dun wan to prove myself tat choosing poly is a wrong decision...but now i realli can't help feeling tat way... maybe things will turn out better tml? i really dunno...this's getting mi crazy...can't eat can't sleep...wad m i gonna do!!!!

ok...wad should i say...talks after talks later...abt the sch...flag day...saw the webby...found out it's for the President's Challenge 2007... den gonna meet my tutor...

当死亡即将降临，我是否应该勇敢面对，或者像懦夫一样地退缩。。。

having this stupid bad habit really makes mi suffer... every time i start to worry abt some problems tat's not solve...i'll ve sleepless nites...sometimes no appetite...

how i can i kick it off?

2007-04-08T08:53:00.000+08:00

haiz...it's tomorrow le... finally here... feeling super scared sia.... 怎么办！！！

2007-04-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

hehe 今天came to blog is to 表扬正义的女侠 hazel yeo...haha....

事情是这样的：
after kbox @ marina sq...went to shop around...till abt 4plus ? i guess....den gg to take the mrt @ city hall station...so happen to pass by HMV...so decided to go in to take a look...i was walking 1st...den follow by josephine den lastly hazel... so hazel saw this shorty malay guy (no offence!) 向his accomplice a malay woman 使眼色...@ a teenage girl abt our age... a handphone @ the back of her bag.... den this woman 顺手牵羊 took away the phone....but den so suai seen by hazel... hazel grabbed her hands n dragged her to the counter... mi n josephine @ this pt of time still quite blur...dunno wad happen....hehe...

the woman told the counter ppl in malay...so none of us understand...the counter ppl translate to us that this stupid woman say she found it on the floor...pls lah...found it on the floor hazel still catch her for wad...she denied in every way she can den...pretend nothing happen...den "sayonara" ....walk out of the shop.... the HMV ppl has no intention to detained her or inform the police...tat's wad i'm angry abt...how can they let the criminal off like tat...

hazel was explaining to the HMV staff....abit too 激动... grab the one of the staff beside her n start doing demo....haha....

honestly... the victim oso quite stupid lah.... y put the phone @ the back of bag... 不见活该...

PS: nxt time dun wan go out wif hazel liao lah...so scary de...so many crime gg on with her...hahahahahaha....

2007-04-05T10:13:00.000+08:00

juz saw my timetable for this semester... seems quite relax... late day on mon...till 5pm...thanks to the character development programme...end sch super early on wed... at 11am...thurs start sch super late ... at12pm...some lessons are with chemical engineering students ...

still not sure abt my CEM(certificate in engineering math) timetable...but heard onli once a week (3hrs each lesson)...den i think still quite ok....btw i'm in 1A07...can buy 4D sia...

ok plan to go out with hazel n josephine this good friday to kbox.... miss kbox so much... this maybe the last time we three go out together...haha....

2007-04-02T09:52:00.001+08:00

happen to see xinyi's blog...(to xinyi: hope u dun mind)....below is my test result:...haha

You Are 65% Left Brained, 35% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

2007-04-02T09:24:00.000+08:00

ok....so long nv update mi blog le... so many things happened last week... firstly, went to enrol in sch...kena caught by the students to participate in all kinds of camps...actually they're quite smart...they made a compulsory route for us to walk pass in order to get us to listern to them...by blocking out the rest of the passage way...so had no choice but to 乖乖 listern to them...

den went to buy my laptop...how suay can i be... bought the acer aspire 5685 model.... den lots of station to past by...to pay $$...den get the laptop... den finally for post-configuration....ok....den went to ngee ann poly with jingyi to get hers... ngee ann poly definitly offer more models....

ok...went home...happily... using mi laptop...den when i connect to the internet...the screen keep blinkin...at first i tot is normal for laptop...but later the screen blinks till it hang!!.. i can't even switch it off...siao liao lah... bought a faulty laptop...

den ask jingyi to go to the poly the nxt day to exchange...luckily they exchange for mi haha... in case sth goes wrong again... we sat @ the foodcourt dere to try out the laptop...ok its fine...

ok...sth has been bothering mi till now... i dunno if my decision is correct...i had been making decision since the beginning of this yr....to a jc or a poly?....wad course to take in poly?....n now the engineering math course?....

the deadline ended ytd... i may regret one day...but i just hope everything turns out fine....

2007-03-27T11:55:00.000+08:00

tank - 非你莫属

2007-03-26T09:20:00.000+08:00

ok...starting from friday...receive a letter from MOE...say i nv pay sch fee...darn it...usually pay by giro de ma den they nv deduct say i nv pay!!!... so ask sam to help mi pay...den the stupid stuff dun allow...so ve to go the the sch to pay myself!!!...waste my time...

haiz... sadded...

dunno if i shld take up the engineering math thingy!!!

2007-03-22T18:51:00.000+08:00

just receive a letter from singapore poly... eligible to apply for their diploma plus programme....another certificate of engineering mathematics for another $1066 in 3yrs...shld i take?

5moldules to complete in 3yrs... i really dunno if i can cope with it... lessons conducted @ nite...evening rather...

application closes on 1st april...

rather confuse right now...

救命呀！！！

2007-03-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

darm it... realli can't stand y some ppl are so petty...kicking a big fuss abt small little matters...lucky i'm not in the same sec sch...n same course as her...orelse i might juz die of high blood pressure...

~~u XXX, dao wad dao!?!... think u so smart izzit... stupid idiot!!!... f***k u lah....~~

i pray hard that my future classmates ll be like those i had in cjc 1t32 ...n not those monsters!!!

2007-03-21T13:11:00.000+08:00

hehe...currently watching 恶作剧之吻... wad shld i watch nxt?.... 转角*遇到爱 or 微笑pasta or 恶魔在身边？

2007-03-17T11:07:00.000+08:00

finally saw this mv...haha...

2007-03-16T08:39:00.000+08:00

went to dental ytd... my last visit dere.... gt my newly-madely retainers...more like a denture to mi... now i noe y everyone says tat a retainer is worst the the braces...is super uncomfortable i can even speak properly with them... so now i now super weird...

my bills are settled...medical check-up is done...the letters are sent back...i can relax now...

2007-03-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

went for my medical check up @ bedok dere... did lots of stuff... chest x-rays...the Indian nurse was so funny... she suddenly tok to me in chinese...ask mi to breathe deep in n hold in there...but i feel like laughing so much... her chinese was quite gd too...haha...

den had eye sight test...colour test...(the no. were quite obvious to mi, so no colour blind!)...den took blood pressure...urine test.... quite fun actually....

TO PPL LIKE SAMANTHA N PENNY WHO WERE SARCASTICALLY LAUGHING ABT MY BLOOD TEST,

to much of ur disappointment... i dun ve blood test today !!! haha...

ok....went to the net to find out the models of the notebooks selling @ SP....Acer n Fujitsu.... dere were 4 models...2 from each brand... i decided to buy the higher end one... cos these notebooks not onli gonna use for these 3 yrs in poly but oso for future use... i still can't decide which high end notebk to buy...acer or fujitsu?...but buying from SP not onli save mi $$ n oso time to install the SP bundle...i tink i can save quite alot of $$....(all notebks sold in SP are lesser than $2000)...

2007-03-13T10:29:00.000+08:00

haiz...the poly stuff are giving headaches... have to deal with so many stuffs... payment fee...medical check ups... notebooks... going crazy any min...

heard that the orientation includes flag day....

I HATE ORIENTATONS!!!!...KILL MI PLS>>>>ARGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ORIENTATIONS SUCKS!!!!

2007-03-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

juz happen sth that really give mi a big shock... almost suffer from a heart attack...

gaya told mi tat the enrolment package has arrived...so chiong to my letterbox to take...haha...open n read n saw must submit by this FRIDAY!!! wad so fast... den saw the checklist to send to the poly..." photocopy of CCA records"....wad!?! i dun even noe where i put it lah... the sch nv tell us that the stupid papers were impt...wad de hell...dun even noe where i throw it...i ransack my whole cupboard + house...cannot find it lah!!!...almost fainted...

juz as i sat down, feeling hopeless... mi mum scream into my ears... " 是这个吗?!!!!"... YEAH...tat's the one men...hide dunno with my PFT cert n stuff...dunno where she found it...she said she saw it long ago but dunno izzit so nv tell mi....WAD DE HELL!??!... make mi so..!!!

ok...i really have to thank god for saving my "life" umpteen times... during similiar circumstances... sighed with relieved...

pray jingyi can find hers or can get from the sch soon...

2007-03-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

ok... dunno y went to watch 终极一斑... quite nice in the beginning...but feeling quite scary when reaching the last few ep...goosebumps sia...

guess i'll ve to watch in the day haha...

2007-03-08T19:03:00.000+08:00

YO YO YO!!! MY BRACES ARE FINALLY OUT!!!... haha....YEAH!!!...so weird w/o the braces... after like wearing for 2 and a half yrs +++... kinda uncomfortable...haha... going to get my retainers nxt week cos it's custom made...so must wait... took X-rays too just now... the machines looked sophisticated...haha... OH YA!!! my dental looked @ them and tell mi the 1st sentence is" oh u gt wisdom tooth"... ARGGGGHH.... died liao lah....gonna pluck out in future...darm it...i heard need surgery....scare...but nvm no pt worry now haha....

2007-03-06T08:25:00.000+08:00

ok....went to check my posting results juz now...as expected...Chemical Process Technology... haha...

now abit worry abt the orientation camps...haha...i always worry abt orientation stuff... cos i really hate orientation...doing the games n stuff... esp throwin into swimming pools... haiz...i wonder if i could skip them...

9.16pm
suddenly had a feeling i dun wan to go sch... although it's still 1 month away... strong feeling of not wanting to go sch...maybe gt traumatise by the jc's orientation...haiz... i juz hop everything woud turn out fine...